Maybe this will fix me
Feb. 7th, 2026 07:17 pmToday, we went to three different places, and the last one was The One. I'd fallen in love with the listing, but seeing it in person just felt so so so so right. Now, of course, there are multiple offers, and my realtor and I are trying to put together a good pitch but I'm going to be paying more than I hoped I would, BUT. Realtor thinks we'll get it, and I would like to know where I'm living in April. It's smaller than my current place but laid out really, really well. The light is astonishing, the kitchen is fantastic AND there's an excellent back porch. I want it to work out real bad!! The wise thing would be to Start Purging Now, but I do feel, on a larger level, that I've been in ADHD waiting mode for my whole life since December. That is hard to dig out of at the best of times.
Other news is sparse. My arm is doing really well in OT; physical therapists are just the nicest people in the whole world, and I'm also dead set on getting myself a magnetic dart board once I'm in the new place. Can This Love Be Translated? is so much better than it should be — a completely delightful love triangle between two people who don't speak each other's language and their interpreter. It is honestly also a lot like watching my character bleed fic come to life, and I'm dying (positive!!!) over that a lot.
Even though we're doing a ton of election/primary coverage, I really really love my job and my coworkers. I just love them. What a good crew. That's a huge relief.
I am so excited about what my life is going to be once I get the psychic weight of this condo eventuality in order. I keep thinking about the spaces I want to have in my home and what they'll enable, and I want to invite people over for parties all the freaking time. We'll get there! It'll happen! I just wish I knew what it will look like. Waiting, especially for things that are ultimately out of your control: It's terrible!
Really just an AMV rec post for The Summer Hikaru Died
Feb. 8th, 2026 02:08 pmSo I watched the anime over my summer break and I enjoyed it a lot! I like the manga but the anime definitely made me feel more obsessive – although that could be in part the more compressed experience and I should try rereading the manga straight through. Hikaru is an endearing cosmic horror, but Yoshiki is my fave. I just want that boy to be happy!! So much angst but in a very understandable way.
There were four AMVs for it in Festivids this year. I particularly enjoyed
Pinch Hitter Prompts
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Daily Check In.
Feb. 7th, 2026 06:11 pmOpen to: Access List, detailed results viewable to: Access List, participants: 24
How are you doing?
I am okay
15 (62.5%)
I am not okay, but don't need help right now
9 (37.5%)
I could use some help.
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I am living single
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Please, talk about how things are going for you in the comments, ask for advice or help if you need it, or just discuss whatever you feel like.
Website Updates
Feb. 7th, 2026 06:09 pm[navel-gazing] reading, fast & slow
Feb. 7th, 2026 11:21 pmAt some point in proceedings (depression? pain? migraine? dense technical text for the PhD? poetry?), I realise, I have gone from reading Unusually Quickly to still reading More? Than Population Norm? (75ish books last year, of which 15ish were graphic novels or otherwise not-a-novel's-worth-of-words), but no faster than I'd be able to read the text aloud -- "hearing" each word in my head, and often rereading sentences repeatedly.
This is in contrast to how I type, which is much faster than I can speak comprehensibly (... though I now recall that I am in fact often asked to Slow The Fuck Down when providing information verbally).
I have over the last little bit been tentatively experimenting with trying not to read each word "aloud", mentally, and instead treating The Written Word as something that doesn't always need to be (pseudo-)vocalised.
It feels weird. It's an active effort. I am extremely dubious about the impact on how much information I retain; Further Study Required. I think this is probably how I used to read (when?); I'm not sure what changed; I'm unsettled.
(And I want to post something to Dreamwidth before bed, and this is a thing I was thinking about a lot while almost-but-not-quite finishing Index, A History of the -- I'm at a point I'd ordinarily count as "finished" but obviously it is in this instance both important and rewarding to read the index, all two of it, so here y'go.)
crash.
Feb. 7th, 2026 04:49 pmDu Cheng gives both Lu Haizhou and Shen Yi a few more grey hairs.
Words: 2367, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
- Fandoms: 猎罪图鉴 | Under the Skin (TV 2022)
- Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
- Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
- Categories: M/M
- Characters: Du Cheng (Under the Skin 2022), Shen Yi (Under the Skin 2022), Lu Haizhou (Under the Skin 2022)
- Relationships: Du Cheng/Shen Yi (Under the Skin 2022)
- Additional Tags: Slice of Life, sorry for killing off the Buick, I liked the Wrangler better anyway, Low-Key Marriage Proposal, who said romance is dead
2026 Winter Olympics Opening Ceremony
Feb. 7th, 2026 04:32 pmI watched the whole thing, start to finish, and I thought it was good. Not as good as Paris (2024) or Pyeongchang (2018), but good. Both A. and L., who watched it with me, were kind of freaked out by the large-head dancers of Puccini, Rossini, and Verdi, but they were actually one of my favorite parts of that section. The performance by Andrea Bocelli was enjoyable, but at the same time felt kind of stuck in. The multi-site Parade of Nations struck me as a good idea, because athletes not being able to march in the parade because they were up on the mountain has long been a problem for the Winter Games — I hope future host cities make this into a tradition. I got a laugh out of the DJ switching over to The Barber of Seville for the Italian team to walk in!
I also have to give NBC a big thumbs-down for one of their choices during the Parade of Nations: There were only about half a dozen nations that NBC chose not to show in the streaming version of the ceremony (there might have been more skipped over in the broadcast version), and they picked Mongolia for one of them?! WTAF! Mongolia is always one of the best-dressed teams and I think skipping them was a terrible idea!
And while we're on the subject of team uniforms: I will be so, so, so, SO glad when Team USA lets someone other than Ralph Lauren design their uniforms! (And just in case anyone from Team USA is reading this: By "someone other than Ralph Lauren," I don't mean Tommy Hilfiger. I mean someone actually different.)
ETA: I just noticed that the article I linked above had the Mongolian uniforms from the Paris Games. You can see their current (equally awesome, if not more so) uniforms here.
The Holdout
Feb. 7th, 2026 08:49 pmThe Cerritos comes face to face with a Maquis holdout en route to a delivery for the Federation's first ever multiversal colony.
Mariner and T'Lyn prove you CAN negotiate with terrorists.
Boimler masters Small Town politics.
(Set after the end of the televised series.)
Words: 4176, Chapters: 1/5, Language: English
- Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Lower Decks (Cartoon)
- Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
- Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Categories: Gen
- Characters: T'Lyn, Beckett Mariner, Brad Boimler, D'Vana Tendi, Jack Ransom
- Relationships: Beckett Mariner & T'Lyn
- Additional Tags: Comedy, Adventure, Action/Adventure, Science Fiction, Original Human Characters - Freeform, Original Ferengi Character(s) - Freeform, Friendship, negotiation, subtle mutual pining, Post-Season/Series
[Amnesty] Critical Failure (FFXV and FFXVI, Cid and Ignis)
Feb. 7th, 2026 05:21 pmFandom: FFXV and FFXVI
Pairing/Characters: Ignis Scientia, Cidolphus Telamon, + ensemble
Content Notes: Spoilers for both games, though only indirectly as this is 100% modern-day fusion AU. Humour, D&D.
Prompt: September 3 2025 - Ignis & Cid - “that could have gone better”
~ Fic posted on my personal DW here ~
Why the Great Schism of 1054 is a Medieval Myth
Feb. 7th, 2026 08:51 pm[Amnesty] Symbols (FFXVI, Cid and Gav)
Feb. 7th, 2026 04:26 pmFandom: FFXVI
Pairing/Characters: Cidolphus Telamon, Gav
Content Notes: Takes place early in the game, prior to Oriflamme. Just a little missing scene drabble.
Prompt: September 24 2025 - Cid & Gav - “sparkle and shine”
~ Fic posted on my personal DW here ~
Fic: Subdivisions (Discworld/Chronicles of St Marys)
Feb. 7th, 2026 09:05 pmFor the Sept 2024 round of No True Pair, and also for
Subdivisions (1073 words) by thisbluespirit
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Discworld - Terry Pratchett, The Chronicles of St Mary's - Jodi Taylor
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Death (Discworld) & Madeleine "Lucy" Maxwell
Characters: Death (Discworld), Madeleine "Lucy" Maxwell, Leon Farrell
Additional Tags: Crossover, Alcohol, Drunkenness, Community: no_true_pair, Community: 51pluscrossoverfandoms, Community: 100fandoms, Community: allbingo, Max would like it to be known that none of this would happen if Peterson could drive straight, Death just wants to talk
Summary: Max continues trying to cheat Death, even when Death just wants to buy her a pint.
[Amnesty] Subdivisions (Discworld/Chronicles of St Marys - Death/Madeleine Maxwell)
Feb. 7th, 2026 08:50 pmFandom: Discworld - Terry Pratchett & The Chronicles of St Marys - Jodi Taylor
Pairing/Characters: Death & Madeleine Maxwell
Content Notes: Alcohol/drunkeness
Prompt: September Twelve 2024 - Death & Max with the title "subdivisions"
Subdivisions @ AO3
Early Humans
Feb. 7th, 2026 02:51 pmExceptionally well-dated fossils from Morocco capture a moment nearly 800,000 years ago, right at a major turning point in Earth’s magnetic history.
Fossils from a Moroccan cave have been dated with remarkable accuracy to about 773,000 years ago, thanks to a magnetic signature locked into the surrounding sediments. The hominin remains show a blend of ancient and more modern features, placing them near a pivotal branching point in human evolution. These individuals likely represent an African population close to the last common ancestor of Homo sapiens, Neandertals, and Denisovans.